Haywired Feelings
As i am writing this with so much turmoil in my heart, i have to sit back and wonder why am i always so messed up. Frustrated i am not getting answers when i needed one. Frustrated over my place in life. But i understand where you are coming from. I believe tonight was just the night where you didn't want to handle this. After such a busy week of socialising and physical labour, you needed the time to rest, you needed a break, you needed a time to do nothing. The energy to handle this was close to none, and to be frank i knew one day this day would come, when no one would handle this part of me. But i too cant deny how i feel. The feeling of wanting to feel important. The feeling of wanting answers. Where it is still left unanswered. Because i tried, not once, not twice. I tried many times. I tried many ways to invoke a response, yet i was left alone with my bare emotions not knowing where to go. Feeling confused, because i too thought talking about it was enough. Apparently it was...
